I simply succeeded today in making myself feel as guilty as possible for something completely banal and ridiculous.
I have been up since 5:45, not such a huge deal for most people, in fact I even know some lunatics (DI) who get up at that time voluntarily.
My goal of the day was to manage to squeeze in a workout (yay Insanity DVD) after Bellerina went to sleep.
But I just can't do it.
Like I think that I literally physically cannot do high knees for 2 minutes, much less 20.
I feel horrifically guilty about this.
What could I have done differently so that I had enough energy to workout right now?? Pretty much nothing short of taking a nap at my desk today and that just wasn't going to happen.
Does that make me feel less guilty?
No.
I've done a pretty good job at sermoning myself in to a giant guilty funk.
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