For the last week I've been weaning Bellerina and we're just about done which means that my hormone levels are fluctuating so much I'm finding it virtually impossible to maintain one mood for more than 17 seconds.
It is akin to 2 days after giving birth, the day that you crash. It's inevitable, yet at the same time a strange mix of horrifying, embarrassing and a profound relief to just break down.
My post-birth breakdown took the form of a 30 minute crying extravaganza, complete with hyperventilation because there was bacon in my soup. That's right, bacon in my soup.
So today I'm trying to build my own roller coaster, and give it way more ups then downs. It's a struggle, a nearly impossible feat of freakish electrical and mechanical engineering but I'm fighting the good fight to try and not be a complete beast at the drop of a hat! Wish me luck, I'm going to try to keep that little car climbing up the tracks!
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